My holiday look

I know it's late to post this but this is just to show you what was my make up look on Christmas.

This is the season for the sales!!!!

We went to Sephora to buy some make up :) and this is what we got

OFTD

So this is my first OFTD entry!!! I'm excited to share what I wear today at school because I love my outfit!! I'm not a person who likes showing my body coz I'm not skinny at all but I guess everyone can be fashionable and everyone should wear clothes that they like.

Please don't mind my eyeglasses :D

What's on me:

Newlook oversized sweater

Newlook jeggings

H&M vest

Boots and Shoes combat boots

Mango messenger type bag

Still

Be still, and know that I am God
Psalm 46:10

I love the song STILL by Reuben Morgan

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hands

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You, above the storm
Father, You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul, in Christ alone
Know His power, in quietness and trust

2010 had me a blast part1

Ok so I did not do what I said I would do in my previous entry. Anyway, I wanted to write a new entry about my 2010 experience. This will just be some fragments coz I am too tired to type right now...lol

First, 2010 was the start of a new beginning, a new life, new school, new friends and new lover!!hahaha joke not new lover!! but 2010 definitely brought something new in my life. Also this year brought a lot of trials and challenges. God tested me a lot of times and I thank him for that. He always manages to remind me how powerful and great He is. He allowed me to meet amazing friends with whom I laughed and cried. (and this entry will mainly be about them). SO CEFAM (my school) not a big school and since I am not a very sociable person I am not friends with everyone but with a few with whom I can relate to. (bref le genre fils et filles a papa, pas trop mon genre d'amis). I met my two partner in crimes S and F (won't put their name here). I was so blessed to have them as classmates during my first year. We shared so many things ... only with them that I could talk about anything and we won't judge each other.. so many times we would just laugh at ourselves. They are the closest friends I have at school. We would see each other at lunch time, after class or before class, on weekends and we would spend our time reviewing or gossiping at Quick (fast food resto). By then end of the school year, I thought we knew really well each other coz I could guess how one would feel or react for anything. They would know when I am ok or not. And when summer came and we had to go our separate ways for internships, we promised to keep in touch. People told us that everything would change in the second year but we did not believe it . So we even joked about not talking to each other after summer like what happened to some schoolmates. Well, everything changes in the second year!!!! I won't go into details but now, my so called partner in crimes and I are barely talking to each other. S thought she knew me, I thought I knew her but I was WRONG. I knew her bad side but I did not think she would be like that with me. What is so painful in this story is that I trusted someone who did not think of me as a true friend. When it comes to friends, I am the most loyal and trustworthy. I know how to treasure friendship. I am not a person who can be friends with everybody. My family and friends are the people I love the most. I do not think that I have to prove anything to anyone. It is sad when a friend doubts on the friendship. I am NOT FAKE , I am not someone who would be friends with someone by interest! I used to be so careful with whom enters my life coz I do not want just anyone to know what makes me happy or sad, what are my strengths and weaknesses . I reserve those rights to those I estimate to be trustworthy . Coz when you let people know all those things, you also give them the power to destroy you. I guess this time I was too naive perhaps too nice.. Pagod na ako na masaktan na lang na ganito..sobrang sakit and no one could understand the pain lalo pag hindi ako kilala. So many times I was deceived but it is the first time that a "friend" hurts me that much...

(However 2010 was still a blast...it started with fireworks and ended with wounds....)

Part 2 soon

Summer '10 almost ending

Rudeness is SHE... hahahaha I was about to start this new entry when came up the evil twin. Anyway, I realized I did not really filled this blog with so many stories and happenings here. Don't get me wrong, life here was not uninteresting and completely boring; in the contrary so many things happened to ME. It just that I did not have the heart to write it down. I started this blog with so much enthusiasm, however in the middle of the journey some things happened and I did not want to share the situation I was going through. I updated my fb more often so friends knew . OK, so setting this aside, this post is sort of a preview of my future entries. One thing that I love about the Philippines and this SUMMER "10 is that I got the opportunity to travel around the country and to see beautiful scenaries . Pictures of Cebu and Bohol ,also of ILOILO and VILLA ESCUDERO will be uploaded later. I think I will also post an entry about my stay in Capitol medical center so you'll get an idea of what I had to go through.
It's almost the end of summer '10 and I am also glad that I will go home soon. However, PI will always be a special place in my heart. Though it was not the best vacation and summer here, I did enjoy being with the fam and sunbathing in Cebu. I LOVE YOU PHILIPPINES, I LOVE THE FILIPINOS!!!

I wish he can see me

Apart from my kdrama addiction there are other stuff in my head....
My last days here in PI make me think , think really hard.. hahaha you, reader have no idea of what I am writing about. However, I wanted to put my thoughts somewhere and I thought about putting it on here. There is that person who confuses me ... he's making my life difficult. HAHAHA not really but he knows how to make things complicated. It is complicated cause I now have somehow some mixed feelings about him and other things. We're friends just friends and I don't hope anything more than that! Firstly because he's not boyfriend material...( if he's reading this he would probably disagree) Then, I am not looking for a relationship, NO COMMITMENT for now. Also he's into someone else. RALALALALALALALA As my best told me, I have to figure out what I want and What I really feel... I am writing all of these just to say that I miss him and I feel like it's wrong to miss him. Well I can say that I miss him as a friend....ENOUGH SAID, YEAH I AM CONFUSED AND LOST. That was the point of this entry! :(